Monday, August 30, 2021

Cancer is Evil

 So here it is.  My first blog in forever.  Why? I know I had fans out there that wondered why I up and disappeard. I bet by the title of this post you know why.  I lost my aunt when she was 43 years old aprox to stage 4 colon cancer.  I knew I had plenty of health issue but never would I have I expected Cancer.  I as you know have my autistic son to take care of and this cant be happeing so I thought in 2019 when I was diagnosed with Cancer.  Stage 2, Pancreas and small bowel.  My life went from out of control and then it stopped with no sound.  You could of heard a pin drop.  With my first ever fainting and me ignoring black stool because I knew if you take supplements or even pepto bismal you can have blackish stool.  I was walking more and more and not losing weight.  Not only that but each day I felt so tired and not stronger.  I tend to let my health spiral.  To be honest I been in a deep dark space for sometime before the cancer.  My life is beyond stressful and hard but I love my son and he is the easiest thing to love in my life (He is my Anchor and now I live for God and him.  My husband and me are like to rams battling it out all the time.  My husband is disabled mentally and physically but he knows what he is doing.  With that he kept making me more and more depressed. Once again I was that small child with no where to turn and no one to trust.  And like that I wanted life to end.  My whole life I wanted my life over with. 

 I was molested as a child by my uncle.. to finally get that out feels amazing.  Only a tight group of people in my life know that.  I never told anyone.  I was afraid no one would believe me but when I was married and pregnant I finally gave in and confessed this to my mom.  In my mind we were not close but I loved my mom but felt I could never please her.  Through the years of mental abuse from my sister who is 8 years younger than me and I spoiled her rotten.  She never missed a day of letting me know how fat and ugly I was as she started preteen years.  I still love her but she has not respect or love for me.   

Cancer again back to 2019 I was in the ER and they told me I had cancer.  It wasn't bad but where it was was.  The most dangerous areas.. Sudenly was... My pancreas was in almost complete necrosis along with a lot of my small bowels and I was bleeding into my bowels.  I prayed to God the night before if it is severe please let it be found in time My son needs me and I finally don't want to leave, I want to live.  I prepared for the worst.... Surgery day... The worst happend.  It took much longer and I all but bled out on the table.  Not one Doctor or Resident thought I would make it through the first night.... I did.... They kept trying to make me sit up but when I did my blood pressure went so low they couldnt get a pulse.  So, again they didn't think I would make that night either.  They had to hook up to an area I rather not mention to find a pulse.  My pulse so weak I needed 4 Blood pressure shots.  Third day... I was still alive but unresponisive.  This was the begining of my 4 month hospitalization. My mom was there having my back every day.  While I lived in a dream state and only rember waking every night to the same thing over and over. tbc.. To be continued.  

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Alex & Me Review

Alex & Me.  


Available Digital Download June 12th
Blu-Ray and DVD release June 19th

Alex & Me is movie straight to DVD by Warner Bros.  If you know me you know I love inspirational movies.  This one does not disappoint and is very family friendly.  It stars Alex Morgan as herself and Siena Agudong (Nick Actress from Star Falls.)  Reagan is a young girl that starts to doubt herself and seems doomed to fade into the background with a talented brother who is in the spotlight.  A shy girl that the boy she likes, Ben,  tells her there is a spot on the team.   She fails at getting where she wants and Poof her cardboard cutout becomes her real-life hero Alex Morgan. Alex Morgan helps her realize that she is better than she thinks and to be determined to do what you love.   Reagen then loses her ability to see Alex and must accomplish winning the game on her own.   This movie is a spot of sunshine and encouraging story that will lift your spirits and encourage your children to never settle and to go for their dreams.   This a high spirited Girl Power movie that even my son enjoyed.  Overall, I find this is a cute and inspirational story with a talented cast that delivers.    I give this movie a 9 out of 10 stars.  


Clips From The Film:
“Goal Chart”

“Different Way”




Alex Morgan's Carpet Premiere 

http://castagnolaproductions.com/WB/AlexMe/GreenCarpetPremiere/2018-5-31_AlexAndMe_Green-Carpet-Premiere_Alex-Morgan_Q9_WorldCup-Predictions_1080.mp4



Siena Agudong Green Carpet Premiere 

Please Comment with who you think will win the World Cup?



Shoot for Your Dreams in the Most Inspirational Movie of the
Year
ALEX & ME
Starring U.S. Women
s
National Soccer Team Superstar
,
Alex Morgan
Available on Digital June 12,
On Blu-ray
and DVD June 19
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE
Shoot for Your Dreams in the Most Inspirational Movie of the
Year
ALEX & ME
Starring U.S. Women
s
National Soccer Team Superstar
,
Alex Morgan
Available on Digital June 12,
On Blu-ray
and DVD June 19
I want to thank you for the opportunity to review this product.  No monetary compensation was received but a free product to test was.  My reviews are 100% honest opinions by me or my family.

The original release date of this review was the 18th but I was hacked and my info and review were deleted.  I am sorry and will check from 

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Hello and Welcome Back

Hello everyone! I am back and better than ever.  Right now I still have fibro and many health issues but I am pushing back on life.  It's about time and I am getting healthy and losing weight.  I want to share it all with you.  I will be doing more vlogging and videos on youtube and on my site.  We want to do more recipes and fun.  Thank you for staying with me and now let's enjoy life and share it all. Thank you for your understanding.  Love Joanne

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Adorama Pix- Review

AdoramaPix let me try a free product so I can review it and tell all my friends about it.  Thank you and I want to be straight that no monetary compensation was received from this review. 
The Adorama site is a great place to go and upload lots of great pics and turn them into your own work of art.  Who does not love having a book of photos of their children through the years?  I can never have enough.  Yes I am a hoarder of my sons photos and proud of it.  
The website was very simple and easy to use.  It does not take very long for me to start adding way too many photos.  I selected the leather bound book in large size.  I even chose the told Gold Text for the front of the book.   Then I chose if you want a preselected look or make your own.  I always make my own but not seeing back it might of saved alot of time.  

Check out Adorama Pix here



The pages are Glossy and very well built (thicker pages).  I love the stamps and wording you could add made it that more fun and special.  My child is my heart and I love having this precious reminders of the fun we had through the years.  

This is a perfect family Gift Idea. 

Overall, its a great product for a good price.  With the leather binding and gold etching it got a bit pricey for me but we are really low income. If I had the money I would definatly get everyone in my family one.. 


These are some of the pages I made and selected...Tell me what you think! I love your Ideas and talking with you all. ..

First Day of School. 
At the Zoo
Just being Goofy!
Thank you and please post or checkout my youtube channel or Facebook.

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Friday, September 30, 2016

Silver Dollar City! Fun in Branson, MO


 Silver Dollar City, Branson, Missouri, is one of the most popular vacation destinations in the country. Travel back in time to the simplicity of 1880s America, and enjoy the best in Branson entertainment plus a host of festivals and events.  

Joanne Smith

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About Mom In Nebraska

Joanne Smith is the head blogger for Mom In Nebraska. She currently resides in Omaha, NE. with her family. She has a wonderful miracle *her Autistic son Timmy that loves electronics.* Joanne has worked in customer service her whole life and loves it. She worked hard in College and studied a wide variety of subjects from Biology, Chem, Web Design, Early Childhood Education and much more. Now she is a SAHM, Blogger and Homeschooler. Next task for Joanne is trying to take over the world..... or at least her little part of it.